...Well. If this is getting quite dirty look, I apologize for making it. However, instead of making a struggle to get in, I'll just make a record what happened before I make a leave.
It all happened on month ago, where the usual round start happened. This will be copy-pasted from DM at Korala Ice.
And to Korala Ice, you can post up the dirty words I have made on DM, while I once again, apologize for it due to the snap. I am trying to control the sodium level right now, especially after the ban and actually improving. From CM, it is showing up at least.
First. Round has started. I was a vampire as an RD. Objective was clear, getting the cargo technician, and take my own vest. However, when the round start, you have start to spam the pat or whatever constantly in RnD despite you know what will come after and I have done nothing to you on the round and even on the previous round. I didn't glared you or what-so-ever. But instead, a telebaton you once instead of the spam. Right after you recover, you slipped me with the water, taking the baton, stunned a couple times before you trot away into the maintance. I was annoyed at the time, but instead ahelp to admin about your grief, I just tried to figure out ICly - Telling to the security. While I was keep on trying to get my objectives done, once again you came along, hiding the baton away somewhere else. Not only that, you made a stun grenade, making another stun to me. Just to grief. Not only that, but before you show up, you constantly insulted me through the radio channel even I tried to figure this out quietly. Personal thought here, I think I should've just ahelp about your griefing behavior. As I thought you will grief me forever, I have decided to take you down - By muting you first with the syringe gun. Guess what. The thing you also hate - screaming spam. You have spammed the scream for over 5 minutes while I drag you in the maintance and even until your death. At the time of the moment when I captured you, I was thinking of making a warning to you and release just before you start to spam out the scream.
Aprox 10 minutes later, I noticed that the mime brought your dead body to the medbay to clone. And of course I was awared most of the peoples; While wasn't sure about you if you would do or not at the time but didn't want a dangerous bet, will scream all the knowledge of it which is really dirty, I have directly sended you to the morgue. Another personal thought, this wouldn't get this much bad if I have cremated you or else. Soon, some new-to-the-job CMO has cloned you despite the fact that I said you were an EoC. Right after you popped out from the clone, you instantly spam screaming again. Yelling that I'm a Vampire. Yes, it is not out of the rules, but I would advise to look what you have done previously. Also you requested your ID card and your job back so you'll keep it shut, so I took it, telling you to give me your ID card. Also mentioned that I have the ID card modification laptop and if you aren't trusting me, just throw the ID card to me so I'll adjust it. However even I was being chill despite what you have done, you scramble into the brig and starts to spam again, "He's a Vampire".
I continued to told you that I will return your job back, but you never listened. HoP, Boris - Who was a traitor with objective to get my vest while I was completely given up because of your grief, expecting it won't gonna go well, came to the processing to handle out. Also trying to sneak me away. However again as you were constantly spamming that "Vampire", he was also exhausted. But at the time, suddenly, an engineer decided to blow up the brig by using the syndicate bomb. Yes, I have survived and was on top of the metal even I was in the bomb range. Even though I had an escape chance, I tried to get the peoples out from the atmos exposure. And actually made everyone out while you were keep on screaming at me, I'm a Vampire. Soon, I headed to the perma brig, trying to get me tested out. That was the moment I thought would get messed up for good. I have screeched, using my ability and ran off. HoP Boris at the time, didn't wanted to expose himself as a traitor by just staring, so he started to drag you off into the bridge. You were his mask, not to save you for real.
Because if he just stares of course, you will going to spill out again after your death. Like you did it to me.
Lots of fight continues up until I have got your message, "Eat that you chicken shit brain head, I'm now in your spot", I finally got snapped for good even I have hold the anger while you griefed hard and done whatever that is frowned upon, including bunch of constant insults.
I didn't wanted to deal with you at the time anymore. At all. I simply just fought to death with the ERT after I got your PDA message and a constant insult over the radio. I also heard your word on command radio channel all the words towards me. While not expelling what you did.
This is direct copy-paste from the DM that I have sent to Korala Ice. Issue about what I have done wrong was getting snapped in the end.
Soon after the round got end, I have made the insulting single sentence on the Discord towards Korala Ice, soon even more dirty and filthy words via DM, full with anger how the round was messed and a mass disappointment. It definitely is my fault and deserve a punishment - Which is now, I am banned.
Soon after I have ended my words, I've left the server and while I was making words, Korala had send the help message to Shadykins. What he is claiming was just a help, not a report. However, ban has been applied instead of laxing down the relationship between him and me. Without checking what happened at the round.
Thinking with a calm, cool head, I also have made a mistake deeply, even making an admin complaint after I realised that the ban was applied despite that Korala actually tried to cover up. I really am thankful for the choice he made even I made such an insults, however at that time, I got again, really confused. Also very disappointed where Shadykins never have asked why I was so mad at him before giving a punishment.
Thinking again, it definitely was again, my fault that I have left the server so he had no way to make a contact with me but applying the ban.
Also the point I wanted to get on admin's complain was making even more precise check on the incident, not to get my ban lifted. If it was lifted, I would request re-ban as the ban, was legit like what reply was said.
All records are back in the server's database. Log, Discord record and in the DM. If anyone requests, I'm going to show out. If admins reveal the contents, I'm also going to be fully okay with.
Right now, however. I am making a message to reveal how it have became, all the way through the end. If Korala Ice makes an apologize of the behavior, I'll take it without second thoughts. And even if Korala Ice and Shadykins and peoples in general doesn't take my apology, I understand fully as making an insult after getting snapped, it wasn't and isn't really a good action.
Once again to Korala Ice, from the DM, I wasn't going to use you to get my ban lifted but to explain how it gone started. It is fully my faults, and I hope you one day take an apology.
To Shadykins, sorry. For making a lot of message via forum message. It was half disappointment as the inspection wasn't been done completely - Which it will be again, my fault. Also the last half was a confuse as I thought Korala has actually reported even he wasn't.
And to General forum peoples, sorry. For making too much noise. This may and will be the last noise I will make, but just telling what happened and making an apology to general, before making a leave completely.